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[bloodyrockgod]

[ooc: millitimed to last week]

There's an armchair by the window of the small room that Charlie particularly likes. It's overstuffed and comfortable and just big enough for two, if one is on the smallish side.

He's curled up there now, a photograph of a blonde forty-something man on his knee.

Someone is not a happy boy.

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[qsilver-lab-rat.livejournal.com]

"Hell yeah, you were," he says with a soft kiss to Charlie's cheek.

[bloodyrockgod]

Charlie swallows. "I wanted to ask Sawyer if Seth even knows who I am but I didn't want to hear him say he hates me."

[qsilver-lab-rat.livejournal.com]

"Don't know how anyone could hate you, babe." He says quietly. "The way I figure it, if he knows you, he loves you. If he doesn't know you... it's because someone was fricking unfair."

[bloodyrockgod]

Charlie closes his eyes and leans his head against Darien's shoulder. "God, I love you," he says in a thick voice.

[qsilver-lab-rat.livejournal.com]

And he wraps Charlie up in his arms as best he can before pressing a kiss to the top of his head.

"Love you too."

[bloodyrockgod]

"I know he's fine," Charlie says once he's regained control of himself again. "I know he's doing what he was meant to do--making people's lives better.

"But I still can't stop feeling like I've lost my child.

"Tell me this will go away, Dar. Tell me it'll stop hurting."

[qsilver-lab-rat.livejournal.com]

"Do you want me to tell you the truth," he asks gently, "or do you want me to make you feel better right now?"

[bloodyrockgod]

Charlie chuckles dryly. "It'll be cowardly to want you just to make me feel better now, wouldn't it.

"Tell me the truth."

[qsilver-lab-rat.livejournal.com]

"It'll never stop hurting, baby," and he holds Charlie tight. "It's always going to suck. That being said? Life goes on. 'Life is a series of meetings and partings. That is the way of it.'"

[bloodyrockgod]

Charlie nods and holds onto him tight. Too many partings.

"I'll be fine," he mutters into Darien's shirt. "I will."

[bloodyrockgod]

[ooc: homeward bound. back in half an hour or so.]